Sick with no help

Hi im sick with Gastroparesis and that mean’s that my stomach is completely paralyzed,meaning that i get blockages frequently.And when that happen’s i get a tube down my nose to drain it or i end up in the operation room if the tube dont work..I hardly eat cause when i try i throw up..From not getting enough food in my stomach i am becoming weak,not able to do much inlife cause i have next to nothing for strenth what so ever…